ever see this movie with dane cook? Well quick summary. He gets cursed as a child and cant find love for the longest time. what usually happens is he will sleep with some lady and then find out a few days later that she found the love of her life and probably get married. follow me here? if not watch the movie.
i feel like im in the same position. (not the sleeping with ladies part)
it seems to be that throughout my life, whichever girl i started to like or liked for a while, guys would always come and take the girls i always picked. wtf is up with that ish.
i like on girl and a guy tries to make a move. i like another girl and another guy comes and swoops. not saying that they end up together or anything but still leaves me hanging.
happened recently so thought i would bring it up this ish sux. but i guess the only silver lining out of all of this would be since the girls i like are always getting taken by other guys, i guess you can say i have good taste? lol but no game :( hahah what ev
Monday, March 14, 2011
step up bat 1.000
(no cockiness intended)
I feel like YNECM is great it really is its my home and i love it and for the most part everyone in it. But it could use some help (substantially) and also i would like to bring up a few points.
1. if a few people were gone then YNECM would crumble and fall apart. Meaning...if the people that are outspoken, loud, well known among everyone, always on stage and participating....these people if they were gone then there would be no college ministry. And you know its just the truth straight up and im sure its the same for all other ministries. 10% of the people do 90% of the work(j.Park). its the truth.
2. the laziness and last minte-ness of college students really reflects on how the ministry is run. The past two retreats i went with YNECM (summer and winter) could have been so much better and i mean soooo much better. I mean the speakers were great and at winter retreat we had like the all-star team of speakers come out (Erna Hackett my love) and bless them for coming really. but in the summer the games were terrible, winter the games also eh. and the facilities were bad but we cant do anything about that so its ok cant get mad about that. And my peers who i speak with also think the same, the retreats werent as good as it used to be in YNESH(speaking for freshmen idk about the upperclassmen). I know alot of people who are discouraged to come now. its like why waste money on crap. Just the preparations were bad and not thought out. Too little people were trying to do too much work and this was discussed in meetings. so at least that was brought up.
3. SAN- yeah it was good, fun, all that good stuff. But guys come on. we had two days(come slept overnight) and all the work was done two hours before the event. The decor was whack, performances were good but could have been better, the mcs well i love em but yeah no good.
And yeah who am i to tell anyone seriously who am i to tell anyone anything, why am i constructively but honestly even writing this? Im not even a part of a committee or active in church or anything. so yeah i should shut up right now really i should. but it has to be known it has to be said and has to be known to the people that these things are occurring and this is what some people think.
In YNESH i was Vp and then Pres. I worked my ass off for the most part until i became a second semester senior in hs and yeah went down the drain. But man lemme tell u my council and we were one heck of a team. we took jobs from teachers and helped lift a load off them and cooperated with them where students and teachers worked together to make and create something amazing. the retreats were fun people for the most part actually wanted to go and if they were forced they had a good time.
Assuming i become a strong christian man(which the world is desperately in need of and also the church and our church) I feel like i can change alot of stuff.
and not to sound cocky but any committee i join will be the ish, i sincerely am not boasting and just as a human i do feel a little bit prideful and im sorry about it but i just need to say this.
Again assuming i change my life for the better and i make a 180 degree turn in my life both spiritually and worldly, i feel like i can take over YNECM and just kill it (in a good way like yeah i killed u know like totally destroyed the final like that connotation) i feel like i can just do so much in life with christ by my side, i mean hes always there but with me and him in a closer relationship than ever before, and not just me, anyone with a close relationship with God and the desire, i promise u we can make it happen, be revolutionaries and just change the image of YNECM...Kwon out
Peace and Love
I feel like YNECM is great it really is its my home and i love it and for the most part everyone in it. But it could use some help (substantially) and also i would like to bring up a few points.
1. if a few people were gone then YNECM would crumble and fall apart. Meaning...if the people that are outspoken, loud, well known among everyone, always on stage and participating....these people if they were gone then there would be no college ministry. And you know its just the truth straight up and im sure its the same for all other ministries. 10% of the people do 90% of the work(j.Park). its the truth.
2. the laziness and last minte-ness of college students really reflects on how the ministry is run. The past two retreats i went with YNECM (summer and winter) could have been so much better and i mean soooo much better. I mean the speakers were great and at winter retreat we had like the all-star team of speakers come out (Erna Hackett my love) and bless them for coming really. but in the summer the games were terrible, winter the games also eh. and the facilities were bad but we cant do anything about that so its ok cant get mad about that. And my peers who i speak with also think the same, the retreats werent as good as it used to be in YNESH(speaking for freshmen idk about the upperclassmen). I know alot of people who are discouraged to come now. its like why waste money on crap. Just the preparations were bad and not thought out. Too little people were trying to do too much work and this was discussed in meetings. so at least that was brought up.
3. SAN- yeah it was good, fun, all that good stuff. But guys come on. we had two days(come slept overnight) and all the work was done two hours before the event. The decor was whack, performances were good but could have been better, the mcs well i love em but yeah no good.
And yeah who am i to tell anyone seriously who am i to tell anyone anything, why am i constructively but honestly even writing this? Im not even a part of a committee or active in church or anything. so yeah i should shut up right now really i should. but it has to be known it has to be said and has to be known to the people that these things are occurring and this is what some people think.
In YNESH i was Vp and then Pres. I worked my ass off for the most part until i became a second semester senior in hs and yeah went down the drain. But man lemme tell u my council and we were one heck of a team. we took jobs from teachers and helped lift a load off them and cooperated with them where students and teachers worked together to make and create something amazing. the retreats were fun people for the most part actually wanted to go and if they were forced they had a good time.
Assuming i become a strong christian man(which the world is desperately in need of and also the church and our church) I feel like i can change alot of stuff.
and not to sound cocky but any committee i join will be the ish, i sincerely am not boasting and just as a human i do feel a little bit prideful and im sorry about it but i just need to say this.
Again assuming i change my life for the better and i make a 180 degree turn in my life both spiritually and worldly, i feel like i can take over YNECM and just kill it (in a good way like yeah i killed u know like totally destroyed the final like that connotation) i feel like i can just do so much in life with christ by my side, i mean hes always there but with me and him in a closer relationship than ever before, and not just me, anyone with a close relationship with God and the desire, i promise u we can make it happen, be revolutionaries and just change the image of YNECM...Kwon out
Peace and Love
Thursday, March 10, 2011
me now
dang been a while since i blogged over here. second quarter of college is almost done. Finals week. Awana olympics, plans for next year, church plans, commitments, ladies lol, what i gotta do to live a simple life. become a billionaire lol. in class in bed looking straight ahead, not making anything for myself cuz im controlled by nature and the lazy time comes no stars robert ebert.
but i have so many goals and high expectations, but just cant get to work no motivation, i have spur of the moments but i dont go with it my plan is to let life come and get in it. bad idea its not gonna work in order for me to be rich i gotta do some work, so lazy and my friends we all bring each other down but at least i know together well be bums on the ground, but this life these friends i wont give up for nothing not even fame riches or even all bi!@#$ i scratch my whole body cuz i got alotta itches, but my life is slow i cant manage nothing of it, and at thee very end it wish i wasnt with it
u feel?
but i have so many goals and high expectations, but just cant get to work no motivation, i have spur of the moments but i dont go with it my plan is to let life come and get in it. bad idea its not gonna work in order for me to be rich i gotta do some work, so lazy and my friends we all bring each other down but at least i know together well be bums on the ground, but this life these friends i wont give up for nothing not even fame riches or even all bi!@#$ i scratch my whole body cuz i got alotta itches, but my life is slow i cant manage nothing of it, and at thee very end it wish i wasnt with it
u feel?
life wrap
my life seems to be going through some hard ass days
trying to overlook the terrible past ways
rough times at school man now you on my level
can you see me in the morning do i look disheveled
my swag is at risk my bold is all out
im standing over you and you close your mouth
you not so tough man its all a bluff
and the trees that we blow make it puff puff puff
on the twenty on the fourth i reach the skies
its my time no school no ties
its gonna be a long day
here what i gotta say
(beat to "on my level" by wiz ft too short)
trying to overlook the terrible past ways
rough times at school man now you on my level
can you see me in the morning do i look disheveled
my swag is at risk my bold is all out
im standing over you and you close your mouth
you not so tough man its all a bluff
and the trees that we blow make it puff puff puff
on the twenty on the fourth i reach the skies
its my time no school no ties
its gonna be a long day
here what i gotta say
(beat to "on my level" by wiz ft too short)
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