Monday, October 26, 2009
Saturday, October 17, 2009
10/17/09
dang where to start.
ucla football game against cal. ucla got their asses handed to them but yeh it was soooooooo fun.
major korean style tailgating before and after the game. hung out with my most favoritist people today. dang
one of those things where u cant explain in any words at all how u feel u know? i know u know what im talking about. well jus to let u know i, i mean we had a bombbbbb diggity day today.
Peace and Love
ucla football game against cal. ucla got their asses handed to them but yeh it was soooooooo fun.
major korean style tailgating before and after the game. hung out with my most favoritist people today. dang
one of those things where u cant explain in any words at all how u feel u know? i know u know what im talking about. well jus to let u know i, i mean we had a bombbbbb diggity day today.
Peace and Love
Thursday, October 15, 2009
GROUP
Mental Math(Andrew Lee) and EKwonomy(David Kwon)
in the newly found group
"A Work In Progress"
Album #1 "Math and Econ Hw"
release date: TBA
still lookin for producers and labels
christian soul and rap
"A Work In Progress"
Album #1 "Math and Econ Hw"
release date: TBA
still lookin for producers and labels
christian soul and rap
Sunday, October 11, 2009
where you at?
dang i can officially say that the smt and retreat high are gone. which is not good. i dont have that enthusiasm for God anymore but i still do try but definitely not hard enough. bu i dont wanna keep using events like smt and retreats and conferences to be the high that starts my thing for God. U know. i know u know what im talking about. its just hard to explain. but yeh idk its tuff. i really wanna go to IHOP university but i know my parents and friends wont support me cuz one its not accredited yet cuz it just started and like what do i wanna do u know. but yeh i think i wud go crazy "holy" there. but idk
Peace and Love
Peace and Love
been thinking #1
you ever wonder why you were made? lol kinda random. dang it feels good to blog again. i missed this lol. anyway have you ever wondered that or what is your purpose.? Why did God(if u believe in Him) put you on this planet? So me and a buddy started fasting last week every tuesdays and thursday(all welcome to join) to find out this answer. so far nothing has been answered but its still very early. and its preparing me for my goal for a 40 day fast i plan to do in college.
its just one of them days ALL people have where you just think about stuff deeply and you just want to just leave and go off and do your own thing. you know what im talking about. but if you tell people they prolly just think ohh hes going throught that phase again and juust wait till it goes.
thinking about alot of stuff where theres soo many things its like your thinking of nothing. your actually not sure if you even are thinking of anythihng.
one thing is if im going to Heaven. or how to get there. why am i here. what does my future look like. how will i be when im like 70 you know all those questions. i hate those sometimes but i guess its just life. i havent even got into college yet you know i shouldnt be thinking about this stuff.
and God has been on mym mind alot. more this past few months then all my life put together. trying hard to please Him but not hard enough u know.
sometimes i wish it would just end like in a minute or tomorrow and God would come and take us(if we are chosen) up with Him to Heaven. i dont really mind the live my life part i just wanna go up now. dont need to get married or have kids and stuff. Just wanna be with Jesus.
and i hate thinking about my parents dying. ill leave it at that.
i guess you can thank satan for troubling thoughts and for all else too. its hard to please God.
I jus wanna live in seclusion and live in the mountains or something and live quietly. jus me God and the bible. wouldnt that be something. imagine all you could accomplish in deep thought and silence.
and the church. oh man where do you being. the people, the problems, but also the greatness and holiness. so much hate and drama and cliques. i cant say im apart of some of this too thoguh. but theres jus some folks that you just cant get along with. and some people were creted jus to always clash with you. and then the people you always think about. LUST has been killin me lately. and TEMPTATIONS too. those are the twin towers of me right now staring me down man. and you just wonder why or what happened to those people. idk it might be just me. maybe im the one trippin balls. maybe im the one that has the personality maybe im the one who cant get along with others. maybe its me. who knows.
Come down on us God. Let it end so your people can be with you face to face prasing your name. Let us worship side by side the serapham and just worship you. Let us be able to embrace you in our sights. Oh God please let it stop. why does stuff happen. why are we here.
Peace and Love
its just one of them days ALL people have where you just think about stuff deeply and you just want to just leave and go off and do your own thing. you know what im talking about. but if you tell people they prolly just think ohh hes going throught that phase again and juust wait till it goes.
thinking about alot of stuff where theres soo many things its like your thinking of nothing. your actually not sure if you even are thinking of anythihng.
one thing is if im going to Heaven. or how to get there. why am i here. what does my future look like. how will i be when im like 70 you know all those questions. i hate those sometimes but i guess its just life. i havent even got into college yet you know i shouldnt be thinking about this stuff.
and God has been on mym mind alot. more this past few months then all my life put together. trying hard to please Him but not hard enough u know.
sometimes i wish it would just end like in a minute or tomorrow and God would come and take us(if we are chosen) up with Him to Heaven. i dont really mind the live my life part i just wanna go up now. dont need to get married or have kids and stuff. Just wanna be with Jesus.
and i hate thinking about my parents dying. ill leave it at that.
i guess you can thank satan for troubling thoughts and for all else too. its hard to please God.
I jus wanna live in seclusion and live in the mountains or something and live quietly. jus me God and the bible. wouldnt that be something. imagine all you could accomplish in deep thought and silence.
and the church. oh man where do you being. the people, the problems, but also the greatness and holiness. so much hate and drama and cliques. i cant say im apart of some of this too thoguh. but theres jus some folks that you just cant get along with. and some people were creted jus to always clash with you. and then the people you always think about. LUST has been killin me lately. and TEMPTATIONS too. those are the twin towers of me right now staring me down man. and you just wonder why or what happened to those people. idk it might be just me. maybe im the one trippin balls. maybe im the one that has the personality maybe im the one who cant get along with others. maybe its me. who knows.
Come down on us God. Let it end so your people can be with you face to face prasing your name. Let us worship side by side the serapham and just worship you. Let us be able to embrace you in our sights. Oh God please let it stop. why does stuff happen. why are we here.
Peace and Love
Tuesday, October 6, 2009
Thursday, October 1, 2009
some people
hey, yo, i jus want it to end
i dont wanna do it i dont wanna pretend
i feel like you are all just fakes
me with you have all been mistakes
i was stuck on you all of my life
i feel like you was my wife
yall is little children and i am a man
i know what to do i have a plan
i dont why you were created
but sometimes i fell like i am underrated
in this place there is so much fraud
i wanna move and study abroad
some times i jus wanna leave and go move
i dont care if you really disapprove
and when you finally realize when im gone
my heart for you would have withdrawn
Peace and Love
i dont wanna do it i dont wanna pretend
i feel like you are all just fakes
me with you have all been mistakes
i was stuck on you all of my life
i feel like you was my wife
yall is little children and i am a man
i know what to do i have a plan
i dont why you were created
but sometimes i fell like i am underrated
in this place there is so much fraud
i wanna move and study abroad
some times i jus wanna leave and go move
i dont care if you really disapprove
and when you finally realize when im gone
my heart for you would have withdrawn
Peace and Love
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