reminisce

ever have that thing where u smell something and it brings you back to a memory or something? or when you here a familiar song that you haven't heard in a long time and you hear it then bam you just get a rush of memory that lets you see in to the past almost.....yeah just had one of those and damn made me realize me now compared to me a few months ago as i was graduating high school.

so much has happened really more than i can remember. im such a different person than high school, things have changed some for the better and some for the worse, but all around i am a different person. so much time has gone and too quickly at that. it seems only a few weeks ago i was moving into my dorm. such a time existed and will never come back. do i regret anything eh nah not really, but there are somethings. new friends, lost friends, old friends, everything is different. is change good, can someone take all this change at one time in a short period of time? its ridiculous. but life goes on, its constantly moving and changing, life changes more than anything compared to it. damn sounds hella weird. lol this is what freaking owl city does to me haha but damn i used to listen to them during senior year and in the beginning of college year. so as i listen to it now, i am remembered of that time. oh what a time it was.

the concept of "looking back" at life, into your life, back at your life, all is quite a time spent. so much goes on and your brain is just pulling back information and memories from all times back. and then you feel how u felt then and you feel it now looking around the room with new eyes, old eyes that of the old me and for a temporary second i am who i used to be, unchanged, but i snap back and can only think with a burn in my heart when i look back.