dear God

God help me with my wants and needs. the bads i dont need but want dearly. the fun i can have without them but with you. the hurt i cause people without even noticing it then having to go through it and then apologize. having to read the the non believers posts and the words they say to offend but seem so true to us. why he allows suffereing and why all the bad happens in this world. i pray Lord for just the world to end now so i can sit by your side and hug your knees and just hold you in my arms for eternity and that you and i can walk together in you heavenly gardena and smite satan with our LOVE. Jesus, God, Holy Ghost, i need you. I give all rights for you to posses my body and reach into me. let me be your puppet and do whatever you want me to do. let me walk the right path with you leading the way. i am yours please come into me and psread your fire upon my soul and burn me Holy. I want the world to end so i can be with you and not deal with this world. come into me Jesus and light my fire and the way. bring my brothers and sisters with me so we can embrace you together and follow in your mighty footsteps. lets us not have to face the evils of this world and the emotions of sin and the actions of sins and the thoughts of sin and the words of sin. please let me be with you now.
amen.

SENIOR YEAR

Dang yall first day of school. went pretty well, all the teachers are cool classes seem easy for now but i know that they gon get wayyyy harder. um dont have any classses with my crush. sux like crazy. drove to school instead of school bus. that was pretty cool. got to come home early sleep forever. it sucks not having my buddies from church around since retreat jus ended and i missss them all so so much. yeh but first day was cool. hopefully i last out the year. same with my friends too.

RETREAT

RETREAT today. be back monday afternoon. please please pray for us and our safety and that God would truly touch out hearts when we are there.

Hanging with Daniel

Hung out with my boy Daniel today. My new small group teacher. So yeh we met up had the best burgers of our lives then chilled in J town to talk deep stuff.
So we talked about like me reconciling with someone. Telling me stuff like im being immature. Then after a few more words he pulls out a little handbook. titled Are you a GOOD person? Try the ultimate test... so I'm like wth. so we read and it starts off by asking if we have obeyed the 10 commandments which we both haven't kept. not one. and you need to be honest with yourself on this too. so we both haven't kept true to those 10. Then it goes on about how bad it is and that your going to hell for being so bad. and it talks about how we think God is so good that he'll overlook these things. Then Daniel asks me David if you die right now will you go to Heaven? I say no. IDK there was sooo much food for thought that i seemed to have forgotten everything. BUt it was pretty crazy. I want to do things because I WANT TO DO THEM. if u get what i mean. and if sometimes friendships break then i have to deal with it but its not necessary.
So if u wanna no more like i guess exact detail hit me up. Peace and God bless for Daniel

Wednesday

1.Hagwon at 10:30 am dang i hate waking up
2.go recycle cans for some CASH MONEY9 i shud prolly give some to offereing)
3. exchange left over Korean money for more CASH MONEY
4. meet with my boi teacher Daniel @ 6:15 @ church to talk about some stuff man to man
5. make a list of prayers, pray about it, listen to my praise cd until i fall deeply asleep and hope God gives me another crazy dream so i can write it in my prophetic journal.

RETREAT

RETREAT this friday
come say goodbye
@7 in the gym

September

First day of the month.
Start school this month. SENIOR YEAR!!!!!!! Gonna be crazyyyyy!!!.
Have retreat this weekend. Hopefully it lives up to my expectations and im expecting alot oout of it.
Have to think about college apps and stress out about that.
Just living life as it comes by.