Sunday, November 22, 2009

hmmm

have yall ever had two things to go to but only one you could actually attend. so you pick one right but it ends up being a super fail. and then you think about the other one and realize that it only comes once in a lifetime? dang
well it seems like everything is lightening up for most folks.
Cake, oioioioio ~ben, dave, phil love these guys. if i was in a raft and i had to save them i would jump off and drwon with these guys cuz i nkow i would be dying laughing
Peace and Love

Thursday, November 19, 2009

struggling

it seems like everyone in like the past month has been struggling. its like a struggling epidemic has hit and is spreading quickly. and i guess for incoming freshmen the raise in uc tuition helps too huh? well everyone is have such a hard time with everything. and people all of a sudden are thinking. but its not about anything good its about life and the future and bad stuff.

we need to get through this together. ALL of us do. we need to partner up and fight this flu together. we are our own vaccine. we are the cure. only we can stop ourselves and we need the support and help from each other.

find a contact and vent. sometimes its the only thing you can do. or blog about it lol is refreshing to me and someone else too haahh

we need to wake up and wipe the mud from our eyes so we can see after being blinded.

so lets go and lets do this together. we can overcome and be healthy but most importantly STAY healthy. so lets go and lets kick some struggling A$$
Peace and Love

Wednesday, November 18, 2009

Get back to me

Have you ever told someone you would help them but like you just said it out of kindness. you know what im talking about. like you volunteered to help with something expecting them to never get back to you but then they actually did.
Well, i offered my help to like three or 4 people and they alllllll got back to me. im kinda happy they did so i could be useful and like do something with my life but like im so overwhelmed by like work and stuff. but im sure in the end ill be thankful i asked them and all and it was for the better. but it never happens where people actually get back to you. maybe they just need super help or something but yeh three groups, thats cerazzy man. hope i can get through it
Peace and Love

LAziness

sooo lazyyyyy
the most ever ive been lazy in my life. and it couldnt come at a better time. got apps to do , senior year to go with, other commitments ive made. if laziness was a person it would be the biggest bully to the most people no? it would be some big huge ginormous dude always pushing you around and getting him to do what he wants you to do. but how to get rid of him would be the question to ask.
well, obviously you should pray about it, but that may not be going well. probably good to have an acc part they can be pretty useful sometimes unless they are more lazy than you(JYC). but otherwise its on you to get off your bum and get to work.
but then agan the big huge ginormous bully is sitting on you and its hard to stand and go find something to do. so what do you do what do you do?
Peace and Love

where to go where to go?

UC's
CSU's
USC
U of Oregon
Boise State
Arizona State
Occidental
so many decisions how to choose how to choose
God should show me where to go and should do great things for me wherever i go so we'll see
Peace and Love

Tuesday, November 17, 2009

next blog

this next blog thing on top of your page is pretty tight. there actually are some decent people out there. check it out.

down

dang its been awhile no?
always feel refreshing though to write one more entry. deep breathe
im good. both of us is good, working through it.
school is school and college apps are college apps
dang what a downer today. feels like im living in washington. people dropping cakes. sux man.

people is so competitive it messes with ur mind no. u gotta have this image u portray urself as. who jumps the highest or who can bench the most or who can this and that who has this and who has that. whyy. what about other folks what do they got. some mud and straw and barely a roof on they heads.

so bitter todday. jus one of them days where allll ur friends seem to be down. and so it drags you with them. but thats when i shud prolly rise and be the light no?

lol the magic won today.

er body have a good week
Peace and Love yall