Thursday, December 23, 2010
Thursday, December 16, 2010
first quarter terminated
well my first quarter of college has been and is done. what can i say about well it was definitely a great experience with many lessons learned. i made super close friends in my hall and roommates as well. my grades were ok but hey it was first time in college this is the only time they shud be this low if low at all but yes i def need to raise them next quarter. i joined a pre law frat, PHI ALPHA DELTA babyyyy and made a family there too.
overall college was alot to handle but i handled most of it for the most part for the better lol if that made sense. I realized (and so do all students who eventually go to ucr) that ucr is really a great school. if the academics dont pull u in then ill tell you right now that the care they give to students will be the thing that takes u. they really do luv their students and only here will they do things for u. ucla, berk, sb, no one else cares as much as ucr does and if u wanna talk about then lets talk but ucr is caring and really looks for their students to be successful. they do things for students that no other place does.
my classes were ok very passable but i slacked off. said and done.
overallllllll my whole first quarter of college i will give a letter grade of a c- or b flat.
overall college was alot to handle but i handled most of it for the most part for the better lol if that made sense. I realized (and so do all students who eventually go to ucr) that ucr is really a great school. if the academics dont pull u in then ill tell you right now that the care they give to students will be the thing that takes u. they really do luv their students and only here will they do things for u. ucla, berk, sb, no one else cares as much as ucr does and if u wanna talk about then lets talk but ucr is caring and really looks for their students to be successful. they do things for students that no other place does.
my classes were ok very passable but i slacked off. said and done.
overallllllll my whole first quarter of college i will give a letter grade of a c- or b flat.
Monday, November 22, 2010
Friday, October 29, 2010
damn i missed blogging. been so busy with school and church activities i finally know what people mean when they say they had more time or that one day is too short. i was looking through my followers to see if anyone still blogged or had posted something recently and i saw that one person still actively blogs so that got me to blog now lol. damn i need more followers hahaah half my blogs go unnoticed and unread but its cool lol as long as i know im all good its all good.
peace and love
God is good
peace and love
God is good
Saturday, October 2, 2010
first week at college
well been a looong time since i wrote but i was thinking that if i was gonna write about anything, it would be on my first week of college and my experiences on that.
well i love both of my roommates and i hope they love me back haha theyll probably end up reading this anywaysss but yeah kyle and kelvin...what a bunch of characters i live with. but i was blessed to have the roommates that i do. and i do hope that if anyone it would be them that i have a lifelong relationship with..if that made sense
my classes are ok. i really like my english class. the teacher prof lisa is really cool and goofy and likes to hav a good time. my other classes are good and easy for nowww but im sure once things get going itll harden up.
ive been to alot of places in riverside the first two weeks, met alot of new people and did alot of new things....haha i bet all u motha fuckas think im a drugy huh u fuckers. lol but nah i havent just been hanging alot.
my hall is really chill..more than other halls. we really are like a big family with just characters of all genres and styles. such a diverse community really opens up my eyes to all the different things of the world.
but long story short (if u wud like a more detailed explanation of my college experience please let me know lol) i had a really good few days of college and i dont regret going here at allllll
well i love both of my roommates and i hope they love me back haha theyll probably end up reading this anywaysss but yeah kyle and kelvin...what a bunch of characters i live with. but i was blessed to have the roommates that i do. and i do hope that if anyone it would be them that i have a lifelong relationship with..if that made sense
my classes are ok. i really like my english class. the teacher prof lisa is really cool and goofy and likes to hav a good time. my other classes are good and easy for nowww but im sure once things get going itll harden up.
ive been to alot of places in riverside the first two weeks, met alot of new people and did alot of new things....haha i bet all u motha fuckas think im a drugy huh u fuckers. lol but nah i havent just been hanging alot.
my hall is really chill..more than other halls. we really are like a big family with just characters of all genres and styles. such a diverse community really opens up my eyes to all the different things of the world.
but long story short (if u wud like a more detailed explanation of my college experience please let me know lol) i had a really good few days of college and i dont regret going here at allllll
Saturday, August 28, 2010
180?
school is in a few weeks. i need to get myself in control and do a 180 degree turn. and at the place im gonna stay its gonna be tufffffffff. tuffer than anything uve ever touched. but i have to do it, for myself, my life. gotta go to God now and hav him take over the wheel. itll be good no worries.
only thing that sux is that ive said and done this once before and it didnt work as i had planned it so alot of folks are gonna jus wait and see if i fall but i hope i actually can do this for the rest of my lifetime. we'll see how it goes.
faith and belief
only thing that sux is that ive said and done this once before and it didnt work as i had planned it so alot of folks are gonna jus wait and see if i fall but i hope i actually can do this for the rest of my lifetime. we'll see how it goes.
faith and belief
Tuesday, August 24, 2010
RETREAT & VBS
So retreat i think, was a good opener for my freshmen class. we all got to meet the upperclassman and made friendships with them. they are truly a good class to look up to and they will be missed when they move on, but they will leave a mark on our lives. but yeah they are all cooool cooool people.
we had a last minute change in speakers but every thing happens for a reason so. Kel was our guy and what a guy he was. He was from YWAM(youth with a mission) and he basically gave stories about his missionary work and info on dts(discipleship training school) and all that good stuff. but the stories and experiences he shared with us were quite amazing and just showed how God loves and does things.
this retreat for me personally was a kick start i needed to get back into my spiritual life. it has been dead for months and months and i needed something to spark it back up and this was it. the praise was good and the sermons and the fellowship all played a part in it. Usually when i know a retreat is coming i get all hyped up and stuff and go crazy but this one was different. its not that i wasnt excited about it but somehting else. but yeah it happened and im glasd it did. just a weird feeeling thinking about it.
so we got back on monday and for some of us we had vbs the next day tuesday until friday. so some of us wud be seeing each other for a week straight.
so tuesday is vbs and we all go get ready, meet the kids all that good stuff. it was a great experience and the praise surprisingly was good as well. I joined vbs b/c the teachers i had as vbs teachers gave so much to me and just were part of my growing up and were a part of putting me into the person i am now. so i wanted to do the same and hopefully i did.
so we came back on friday and firday night after dinner some of us went to hang out in k-town. and long story short two groups met as one and from there it only went up hill. we all talked about retreat and got all deep. realtions were made or re mended and just all of us just got soo close and the only reason that could have happened was b/c God wanted it to. i think we all learned something about ourselves that we didnt know before as wwell as about the other people we were with. but God does amazing things he really ddoes. until next time
peace and love
we had a last minute change in speakers but every thing happens for a reason so. Kel was our guy and what a guy he was. He was from YWAM(youth with a mission) and he basically gave stories about his missionary work and info on dts(discipleship training school) and all that good stuff. but the stories and experiences he shared with us were quite amazing and just showed how God loves and does things.
this retreat for me personally was a kick start i needed to get back into my spiritual life. it has been dead for months and months and i needed something to spark it back up and this was it. the praise was good and the sermons and the fellowship all played a part in it. Usually when i know a retreat is coming i get all hyped up and stuff and go crazy but this one was different. its not that i wasnt excited about it but somehting else. but yeah it happened and im glasd it did. just a weird feeeling thinking about it.
so we got back on monday and for some of us we had vbs the next day tuesday until friday. so some of us wud be seeing each other for a week straight.
so tuesday is vbs and we all go get ready, meet the kids all that good stuff. it was a great experience and the praise surprisingly was good as well. I joined vbs b/c the teachers i had as vbs teachers gave so much to me and just were part of my growing up and were a part of putting me into the person i am now. so i wanted to do the same and hopefully i did.
so we came back on friday and firday night after dinner some of us went to hang out in k-town. and long story short two groups met as one and from there it only went up hill. we all talked about retreat and got all deep. realtions were made or re mended and just all of us just got soo close and the only reason that could have happened was b/c God wanted it to. i think we all learned something about ourselves that we didnt know before as wwell as about the other people we were with. but God does amazing things he really ddoes. until next time
peace and love
Thursday, August 5, 2010
fell and still falling
the main problem is that i make no effort and plan on not making one to try and re connect with the spiritual side. its like i'm just acting a christian and not being one. it is hard...it all started like this.
a few months ago i was like the craziest jesus freak ever with my group of jesus freaks and stuff. we wud praise like crazy, go to prayer meetings and alll that. like our lives 24/7 was God God God. and then i dont remember how specifically but me and a buddy (ill call him ken) started to slowly but surely slip away from this phase which turns out was just that...a phase. we knew it too. we would always say "hey man the devil is kickin our asses to the ground right now" and stuff like that. and we tried we really did to stay up and not get kicked down. but lookin at me now ive been kicked to the fullest kickin ever. im sooooo low. i do giv props to the devil for doing a great job but fuck u nigga.
me and ken had a conversation once. we were talking about drinkin etc etc. and we were talkin about some of the jesus freaks and how we couldnt ever see them drinking and stuff like that. but what we did say was......that if they did fall meaning drink or "sin" then that only meant that he or she was gonna be something great in the kingdom of God and the only reason that satan tried so hard to make them fall was because theywould be a big oppstacle for satan to face. thats why satan used all the might he had to try and drop that person...make sense?
We were going to be something great in the army of god and we would have SURELY defeated satan without breaking a sweat. but one by one satan took us down to weaken the army because we played such a vital and impactful role. so if you do fall or see someone fall know this....you are a strong person that is why you fell....but also now you must get back up and fight your battle against motha fucka satan and give him that one more obstacle to face...which is me and you.
hope this made sense.
Peace and love
a few months ago i was like the craziest jesus freak ever with my group of jesus freaks and stuff. we wud praise like crazy, go to prayer meetings and alll that. like our lives 24/7 was God God God. and then i dont remember how specifically but me and a buddy (ill call him ken) started to slowly but surely slip away from this phase which turns out was just that...a phase. we knew it too. we would always say "hey man the devil is kickin our asses to the ground right now" and stuff like that. and we tried we really did to stay up and not get kicked down. but lookin at me now ive been kicked to the fullest kickin ever. im sooooo low. i do giv props to the devil for doing a great job but fuck u nigga.
me and ken had a conversation once. we were talking about drinkin etc etc. and we were talkin about some of the jesus freaks and how we couldnt ever see them drinking and stuff like that. but what we did say was......that if they did fall meaning drink or "sin" then that only meant that he or she was gonna be something great in the kingdom of God and the only reason that satan tried so hard to make them fall was because theywould be a big oppstacle for satan to face. thats why satan used all the might he had to try and drop that person...make sense?
We were going to be something great in the army of god and we would have SURELY defeated satan without breaking a sweat. but one by one satan took us down to weaken the army because we played such a vital and impactful role. so if you do fall or see someone fall know this....you are a strong person that is why you fell....but also now you must get back up and fight your battle against motha fucka satan and give him that one more obstacle to face...which is me and you.
hope this made sense.
Peace and love
hs
i see everyone from my high school still keeping in touch and talking like no other. i realized that during high school i didn't have one group of super close friends but was almost mediocre with a lot of people. this can be a pro and can be a con depending on who you ask. but i think i do wish that i would have had that one clique that no matter where in the world we went to college or where in the world we went on vacation we would always kit.
but eh people will be people and i will be myself. and i will get judged and criticized for the way i carry myself, but hey i'm just doing and telling it like it is, and yeah a jerk or douche i may be but a fake i am not. id rather be a loner than hang with people that i don't get along with and make me act a certain way so i could try and like them. that's just life, some people just don't connect, the chemistry in personalities just doesn't mix and when i'm around them its just constant conflict.
but eh people will be people and i will be myself. and i will get judged and criticized for the way i carry myself, but hey i'm just doing and telling it like it is, and yeah a jerk or douche i may be but a fake i am not. id rather be a loner than hang with people that i don't get along with and make me act a certain way so i could try and like them. that's just life, some people just don't connect, the chemistry in personalities just doesn't mix and when i'm around them its just constant conflict.
at this point...
at this point in my life spiritually i guess you can say im dead. the fire is no longer burning and church is church, a burden, a place of no wonders anymore, a place not even to go to see my friends. i go and i leave. dont hang out yeah yeah blah blah long story.
at this point in my life in worldly terms, i guess i can say im fine. im having alot of fun waiting to go to college.
at this overall point in my life, ill rate myself on a one to ten basis. ten being everything is at thee most perfect and one being thee worst. i think actually im at a 6 to 7 ish area. the reason being it not being at a full ten varies from reason to reason and situation to situation. i wont write what those things are but yeah they do take a toll. sooooo here is where i am.
at this point in my life in worldly terms, i guess i can say im fine. im having alot of fun waiting to go to college.
at this overall point in my life, ill rate myself on a one to ten basis. ten being everything is at thee most perfect and one being thee worst. i think actually im at a 6 to 7 ish area. the reason being it not being at a full ten varies from reason to reason and situation to situation. i wont write what those things are but yeah they do take a toll. sooooo here is where i am.
Saturday, July 3, 2010
been a while again
Damn homies its been too long. a few long several months. and i thought i was the only one who stopped this but lookin around i guess people still do blog. that made me happy.
but anyways im not a graduate of san pedro high school class of 2010. good times there really. and now im off to uc riverside.
itll be interesting to see which friends i will meet and who sticks around from the friends i have now. anywaysss it was a good senior year. i had alot of fun doing my thing meeting new folks saying goodbye to others and dealing with moving on.
spiritually im gone but still belive u know? but as a human im all good, having fun haning out more than ever getting ready for college.
its gonna be tuff trying to kit with everyone but thank god for facebook right? and hopefully ill see people around at church here and there and for the people who go out of state ill see yall doing breaks.
i wanted to go out of state but it was too damn expensive. i lowkey hate the people going away cuz damn man nothing like movin out right even thhough im dorming at ucr. but new york, washington, arizona, oregon, comon man its way better there. but oh well work with what i got.
so ill try and blog more often hopefully my first year which starts sept 20 isnt too busy or bad. ill keep yall posted more frequently.
but anyways im not a graduate of san pedro high school class of 2010. good times there really. and now im off to uc riverside.
itll be interesting to see which friends i will meet and who sticks around from the friends i have now. anywaysss it was a good senior year. i had alot of fun doing my thing meeting new folks saying goodbye to others and dealing with moving on.
spiritually im gone but still belive u know? but as a human im all good, having fun haning out more than ever getting ready for college.
its gonna be tuff trying to kit with everyone but thank god for facebook right? and hopefully ill see people around at church here and there and for the people who go out of state ill see yall doing breaks.
i wanted to go out of state but it was too damn expensive. i lowkey hate the people going away cuz damn man nothing like movin out right even thhough im dorming at ucr. but new york, washington, arizona, oregon, comon man its way better there. but oh well work with what i got.
so ill try and blog more often hopefully my first year which starts sept 20 isnt too busy or bad. ill keep yall posted more frequently.
Monday, May 24, 2010
Tuesday, May 11, 2010
been so long
dang almost forgot i even had a blog anymore. low key good to be bak though i missed it.
update on me i guess:
going to attend UC Riverside in the fall
graduate from San Pedro High School on June 17 @2 pm
doing ok.
volleyball season is sadly over. i might never play agagin unless i play incollege. we made first round and lost. it was truly a great exerience to have played for the Pirates for 4 years. My coach Kyle Ross is the best had out of my 10ish number of coaches. and wags of course.
spiritually im e not good but life is great for me. fell so hard dont even wanna get back up u know?
school is almost done. AP testing is all done. seniors dont need to take CST finals so im all good. tryin to get by and finish not strong but DOable.
PROMMMMM is this weekend may 15 @7 at the roosevelt hotel in HOLLYwood baby. gon be fun. goin wit a grl from mi escualea. mucho gusto la nina. if that made sense.
gonna miss alot of underclassmen from both church and schoo when i go off and to KIT is hard but ll try not to get lazy on that if anything.
trying to figure who my "real" buddies are. someone told mein college ull see who ur real friends are and indeed that is true.
so...till next time
Peace and love er body
update on me i guess:
going to attend UC Riverside in the fall
graduate from San Pedro High School on June 17 @2 pm
doing ok.
volleyball season is sadly over. i might never play agagin unless i play incollege. we made first round and lost. it was truly a great exerience to have played for the Pirates for 4 years. My coach Kyle Ross is the best had out of my 10ish number of coaches. and wags of course.
spiritually im e not good but life is great for me. fell so hard dont even wanna get back up u know?
school is almost done. AP testing is all done. seniors dont need to take CST finals so im all good. tryin to get by and finish not strong but DOable.
PROMMMMM is this weekend may 15 @7 at the roosevelt hotel in HOLLYwood baby. gon be fun. goin wit a grl from mi escualea. mucho gusto la nina. if that made sense.
gonna miss alot of underclassmen from both church and schoo when i go off and to KIT is hard but ll try not to get lazy on that if anything.
trying to figure who my "real" buddies are. someone told mein college ull see who ur real friends are and indeed that is true.
so...till next time
Peace and love er body
Monday, March 29, 2010
think
dang already here we are. i remeber jus yesterday it seems like i was in my huggies crawling around on the floor. then the next day i was in my elementary play. in middle school i graduated to high school.
And now in high school i will leave a proud Pirate. It seems so not far ago that i entered a freshman. not knowing what or where i was. being intimidated by some wack ass foos. now i graduate a top dog, a freakin senior, a college bound lil kid. thats soooo crazy. it came this fast. just think.......................................bam college already. i remember in my younger days jus thinking about college and not fully understanding what it meant or what it as. i KNEW it wud take frever to get there but now it came to quick. im here. sometime later this year i will be attending college. where to that remains a mystery for now. jus for now. but wherever go i KNW i have a feeling God will use me and my surroudings. I KNOW IT.
and yes as life comes so do farewells. we will be split amongst the nation and world split apart and seperated for miles and miles. fo only about a month throughu the year will we see each other again. during beaks. SOme in the east some in the west some in the north some in the midwest. all over we will be. will we be sad or live happily? i know if we were meant to see each other for life then it will happen. i have faith that we will all reunite if not on earth in heaven. but to say goodbye to my grwoing up friends. the ones who saw me in my bloom. through thick and thin throug darkness and light. low and happy. deadand alive. asleep and awake. trips and vacations. adventures through the wildest terrains. yes in my heart will be a big portion set for u guys. an empty spot that will always remain witht he memory of you guyss. my friends. my family.
keep in touch is gonna be interesting. well see who the real friends are. and the new ones we make.
high school overall was good. wish the cali edu system wasnt as whack as it is but i have to work with what i got. thats how u survive this vicious ass world we live in. damn evewhy u eat the forbidden fruit. we wouldnt have to go through this. but yes good four years coulda been better and worse so content but not to its fullest.
now im ready to get the heck outta home. unfortunately not out of cali though i wanna be as far away from this hell hole as pisible but yeah nowhere to go but in cali. so as far as i can go is wherei will be found. look for me. call me. yes facebook as well.
till next time. peace and love. maranatha
And now in high school i will leave a proud Pirate. It seems so not far ago that i entered a freshman. not knowing what or where i was. being intimidated by some wack ass foos. now i graduate a top dog, a freakin senior, a college bound lil kid. thats soooo crazy. it came this fast. just think.......................................bam college already. i remember in my younger days jus thinking about college and not fully understanding what it meant or what it as. i KNEW it wud take frever to get there but now it came to quick. im here. sometime later this year i will be attending college. where to that remains a mystery for now. jus for now. but wherever go i KNW i have a feeling God will use me and my surroudings. I KNOW IT.
and yes as life comes so do farewells. we will be split amongst the nation and world split apart and seperated for miles and miles. fo only about a month throughu the year will we see each other again. during beaks. SOme in the east some in the west some in the north some in the midwest. all over we will be. will we be sad or live happily? i know if we were meant to see each other for life then it will happen. i have faith that we will all reunite if not on earth in heaven. but to say goodbye to my grwoing up friends. the ones who saw me in my bloom. through thick and thin throug darkness and light. low and happy. deadand alive. asleep and awake. trips and vacations. adventures through the wildest terrains. yes in my heart will be a big portion set for u guys. an empty spot that will always remain witht he memory of you guyss. my friends. my family.
keep in touch is gonna be interesting. well see who the real friends are. and the new ones we make.
high school overall was good. wish the cali edu system wasnt as whack as it is but i have to work with what i got. thats how u survive this vicious ass world we live in. damn evewhy u eat the forbidden fruit. we wouldnt have to go through this. but yes good four years coulda been better and worse so content but not to its fullest.
now im ready to get the heck outta home. unfortunately not out of cali though i wanna be as far away from this hell hole as pisible but yeah nowhere to go but in cali. so as far as i can go is wherei will be found. look for me. call me. yes facebook as well.
till next time. peace and love. maranatha
Sunday, March 14, 2010
Thursday, March 4, 2010
Toby Mac
best pump up music for me. listen to him all day on game days. what a whack first entry for march
Monday, February 22, 2010
chillin
ive been hanging out with my small group members and daniel so much lately. one week we went to my place and kicked it in the south bay then we went bolwing with some homies then we went to wi spa, only the best place in the world. im so happy our bonding is going so well.
the only things is the attendance in these outtings is very small. the givens who go to all of them are always myself and david jin. we always go and the others usually switch off. its hard to have people come out to things whether it be outtings, or 33 or aything these days. and others agree its hard to have people come out to things.
its outtings and bonding eperiences like jimjilbang that connect us like crazy. and for guys theres a special connection for obvious reasons but after step one its all down hill and your bonds with one another are just so much closer. and then with this close bond can u grow in the spirit.
and volleyball prac has started for the tourney in march(come out and cheer) and the schedule is alpha 7 to 9 then prac 9 to 11. but its funny when i come down from alpha to see like a group of 20 kids who cane just for prac and not alpha. i was like in a joking matter hey i didnt see any of you guys up there. but inside i was lowkey disappointed.
and one time we had a bagging for homeless thing. and the things was they said come help out and make lunch bags for the homeless and SENIORS we will help you out with your applications. that night there were so many people that came out. thats freakin ridiculous i was mad. and one friday night some of the homies agreed to meet up and work on apps together and they all met up and came and worked on them. they all whipped out their laptops which will be replaced in college and did that work.
its sad to know that people can come out they just dont want to. my one group of friends are so apathetic to Christ and jus religiona dnespecially openeing their hearts to others as well. they are so confined in clique mode they dont receive or let go of what they have. and it is good that they are so close no doubt but sometimes change we need. thats what i did.
but i luv em to deatha nd wud take a bullet for any of em. and they complain about how the ministry isnt one cuz of cliques and stuff and sepereation and stuff but helllooooo its uuuuu thats the problem. open ur hearts and eyes. there are so many people not only ion our church and ministry but amongst the globe who go unnoticed. like toby mac says we are one choice from together. go out and say freeakin hello or hi its not that hard. and once that obstacle is complete itll be easier.
so much more to vent and complain about but i apoligize for pointing out the speck of dust in others when i myself have a plank in my own eye but u need to be aware
peace and love
maranatha
the only things is the attendance in these outtings is very small. the givens who go to all of them are always myself and david jin. we always go and the others usually switch off. its hard to have people come out to things whether it be outtings, or 33 or aything these days. and others agree its hard to have people come out to things.
its outtings and bonding eperiences like jimjilbang that connect us like crazy. and for guys theres a special connection for obvious reasons but after step one its all down hill and your bonds with one another are just so much closer. and then with this close bond can u grow in the spirit.
and volleyball prac has started for the tourney in march(come out and cheer) and the schedule is alpha 7 to 9 then prac 9 to 11. but its funny when i come down from alpha to see like a group of 20 kids who cane just for prac and not alpha. i was like in a joking matter hey i didnt see any of you guys up there. but inside i was lowkey disappointed.
and one time we had a bagging for homeless thing. and the things was they said come help out and make lunch bags for the homeless and SENIORS we will help you out with your applications. that night there were so many people that came out. thats freakin ridiculous i was mad. and one friday night some of the homies agreed to meet up and work on apps together and they all met up and came and worked on them. they all whipped out their laptops which will be replaced in college and did that work.
its sad to know that people can come out they just dont want to. my one group of friends are so apathetic to Christ and jus religiona dnespecially openeing their hearts to others as well. they are so confined in clique mode they dont receive or let go of what they have. and it is good that they are so close no doubt but sometimes change we need. thats what i did.
but i luv em to deatha nd wud take a bullet for any of em. and they complain about how the ministry isnt one cuz of cliques and stuff and sepereation and stuff but helllooooo its uuuuu thats the problem. open ur hearts and eyes. there are so many people not only ion our church and ministry but amongst the globe who go unnoticed. like toby mac says we are one choice from together. go out and say freeakin hello or hi its not that hard. and once that obstacle is complete itll be easier.
so much more to vent and complain about but i apoligize for pointing out the speck of dust in others when i myself have a plank in my own eye but u need to be aware
peace and love
maranatha
Monday, February 8, 2010
jr. high
went to second service praise today at jr high with the jesus freaks. dude im so jealous for few reasons.
i have no musical talent so im jealous about that and these lil kids were rocking it man it was freakin legitttt. they seem and sound low key better than high schools praise team. it was freakin crazy man im still trippin about that. it was really good. and they sounded really good too. and these kids, so young, so innocent, and so holy. like sooooo hollyyyy. and they only growing in it. when they in high schoolm they gonna tear it upppp like i cant wait for them to grow man. im soo jealous and envious. like its embarassing to see them then see high school its ridiculous. and they all lil cuties man. they all younger siblings of people i know it was so crazy. and dudeeee, THEY PLAY SO GOOD. like a band of angels directly from heaven playing their chords with teh guidance of angels. yeah thats how good it was.
aiite man im out but dude. just thinking about this trips me out. i luv these kids and they dont even know whoi am lol
peace and love
maranatha
i have no musical talent so im jealous about that and these lil kids were rocking it man it was freakin legitttt. they seem and sound low key better than high schools praise team. it was freakin crazy man im still trippin about that. it was really good. and they sounded really good too. and these kids, so young, so innocent, and so holy. like sooooo hollyyyy. and they only growing in it. when they in high schoolm they gonna tear it upppp like i cant wait for them to grow man. im soo jealous and envious. like its embarassing to see them then see high school its ridiculous. and they all lil cuties man. they all younger siblings of people i know it was so crazy. and dudeeee, THEY PLAY SO GOOD. like a band of angels directly from heaven playing their chords with teh guidance of angels. yeah thats how good it was.
aiite man im out but dude. just thinking about this trips me out. i luv these kids and they dont even know whoi am lol
peace and love
maranatha
hey yo sometimes your down
you got a smile but its flipped upside down
your alone with no one to call
walking along down the dark hall
there are few who feel your sympathy
but are they there can they support you mentally
sometimes everything seems to be going away
and then you ask do i go or do i stay
a lot of times we're just too depressed
and there's only one way to relieve all our stress
aint nobody gotta feelin like me
oh man oh man why you gotta let this be
everything's going down in an awkward spiral
im so cold i think i gotta a viral
nothing you can do or nothing you can say
can make this pain ever go away
sometimes all you gotta do is keep your head up
and look into the sky and fill up your cup
only one thing can clean your slate
and cleanse your heart and un-stain the hate
have you found Him have you seen His eyes
to the spirit that can hear all your cries
...i dont feel like finishing this
Peace and Love
Maranatha
you got a smile but its flipped upside down
your alone with no one to call
walking along down the dark hall
there are few who feel your sympathy
but are they there can they support you mentally
sometimes everything seems to be going away
and then you ask do i go or do i stay
a lot of times we're just too depressed
and there's only one way to relieve all our stress
aint nobody gotta feelin like me
oh man oh man why you gotta let this be
everything's going down in an awkward spiral
im so cold i think i gotta a viral
nothing you can do or nothing you can say
can make this pain ever go away
sometimes all you gotta do is keep your head up
and look into the sky and fill up your cup
only one thing can clean your slate
and cleanse your heart and un-stain the hate
have you found Him have you seen His eyes
to the spirit that can hear all your cries
...i dont feel like finishing this
Peace and Love
Maranatha
Wednesday, February 3, 2010
people
people people people
u love some u hate some. sometimes there's too many of this type or too little of that type. no one is perfect and u have to settle for mediocre. then there's some u ABSOLUTELY cant stand or be around or look at or just be affiliated with them in any way shape or form. but what can u do. u could ignore them for as long as possible. thats not a bad idea.
but the ones u just want to kill dang it would feel nice if they didnt exist. we all have em dont act like u dont. these few that just really grind ur gears until theres no more grinding left. its like how did these people "make" it in life. damn just thinking about those few make me pissed.
and dont gimme that BS of dave this sounds very christian of u. way to be a follower of christ. way to be a bad example to others. thats some bs yall act like yall love er body in the world. and its prolly that the person or persons u hate hate u right back. and thats cool im fine with that. i could care less.
then they go and put on that fake face. oh man that gets me the worsttttt. i hate that fake identity thing to fit in thing ohhhh mannnn now u got me started. my gears are gonna grind all night tonight. whooooooooooooo blowing off steam.
aiite well ttyl
peace and love
maranatha
u love some u hate some. sometimes there's too many of this type or too little of that type. no one is perfect and u have to settle for mediocre. then there's some u ABSOLUTELY cant stand or be around or look at or just be affiliated with them in any way shape or form. but what can u do. u could ignore them for as long as possible. thats not a bad idea.
but the ones u just want to kill dang it would feel nice if they didnt exist. we all have em dont act like u dont. these few that just really grind ur gears until theres no more grinding left. its like how did these people "make" it in life. damn just thinking about those few make me pissed.
and dont gimme that BS of dave this sounds very christian of u. way to be a follower of christ. way to be a bad example to others. thats some bs yall act like yall love er body in the world. and its prolly that the person or persons u hate hate u right back. and thats cool im fine with that. i could care less.
then they go and put on that fake face. oh man that gets me the worsttttt. i hate that fake identity thing to fit in thing ohhhh mannnn now u got me started. my gears are gonna grind all night tonight. whooooooooooooo blowing off steam.
aiite well ttyl
peace and love
maranatha
Wednesday, January 27, 2010
What?
its everytime someone walks by. everytime you chat or post or something that should seem insignificant but you blow it up and make it the most important thing and focus that thing to make yourself feel better. it happens when theres more than one and you dont know which to choose.
when they get noticed or something happens and they are in the spot light and are the center of attention and they just seem harder than ever to resist.
this is one of the things i wish i could get rid of in thw world. more than anything for me at this point. over poverty at this point i would prefer this be gone before that. it controls your life, how you live it, how you want to look, how you act, talk, eat, dress, walk, study, basically everything in your life can be attributed back to this. and then when another person is there it goes even higher.
and just realizing it isnt enough. though a good step 1 def not the last step. one of the hardest things to overcome.
and with todays world it makes it even worse that you cant do this. i suffer from this all the time. everyday. and the little things they do i make it seem like it was the most important thing ever that i received...to be cont
Peace and Love
Maranatha
when they get noticed or something happens and they are in the spot light and are the center of attention and they just seem harder than ever to resist.
this is one of the things i wish i could get rid of in thw world. more than anything for me at this point. over poverty at this point i would prefer this be gone before that. it controls your life, how you live it, how you want to look, how you act, talk, eat, dress, walk, study, basically everything in your life can be attributed back to this. and then when another person is there it goes even higher.
and just realizing it isnt enough. though a good step 1 def not the last step. one of the hardest things to overcome.
and with todays world it makes it even worse that you cant do this. i suffer from this all the time. everyday. and the little things they do i make it seem like it was the most important thing ever that i received...to be cont
Peace and Love
Maranatha
jealous much
Jealousy will knock you the eff out. Its so hard to control but once you realize and talk to someone about it gets easier. but it lingers over you like a rain cloud that seems to pour on you an everlasting storm.
whether its with acceptance, ability, appearance, quantity, etc. itll always bite you in the butt. and as things are always happening you can and will always get the opportunity to be jealous though you should never.
this is a hard sin to overcome high key it really is.
and theres so many ways to cope with it but since the side effects of jealousy are usually negative you just become a bad person in a sense and just put people down and talk behind backs and just deal with it on your own in an unhealthy fashion.
dang if theres one thing i could get rid of it would be jealousy.
Peace and Love
Maranatha
whether its with acceptance, ability, appearance, quantity, etc. itll always bite you in the butt. and as things are always happening you can and will always get the opportunity to be jealous though you should never.
this is a hard sin to overcome high key it really is.
and theres so many ways to cope with it but since the side effects of jealousy are usually negative you just become a bad person in a sense and just put people down and talk behind backs and just deal with it on your own in an unhealthy fashion.
dang if theres one thing i could get rid of it would be jealousy.
Peace and Love
Maranatha
Wednesday, January 20, 2010
IHOPU
so its been on my mine for a long long time but i never knew if i should. i heard about ihopu before but i was like nah man. its not accredited and its still new and stuff. but i guess pastor howards sermons reassured me in a sense.
i KNOW that when i go here(if i do) that it will just explode my spiritual life. or it may hinder more than ever. i could get so tired of them and just not in the mood to do what they want but i hope i do not get hindered like that. i hope here God will just open me and take advantage of me and just takeover my life.
i feel like if i go here that my life will be spiritually strengthened and all my aspects of my christian life will be stronger.
with resources like the 24/7 prayer room, and easier access to conferences and internships i think my faith will be broken and released all to Him.
i want to go and visit so i can see if the campus and state is truly for me.
if u know me u know i absolutely love ucla and its been my dream since elementary school to go here. but at this point if i got into ihopu and ucla i think id go ihopu. i know crazy right.
i want everyone to go here so we can all grow together and just wake up and see the Christ, but everyone has there own plans and ihopu just was never an option. alot of people prolly dont even know about it. but think about it...wouldnt it be great to have you, your friends, and other strong christians praising God and learning about him together? i think it would be amzing. i got my friend to print out an application so i hope it works out.
God is doing so much for me and i feel like i can do so much more to my absolute fullest ability if i go here.
i KNOW that when i go here(if i do) that it will just explode my spiritual life. or it may hinder more than ever. i could get so tired of them and just not in the mood to do what they want but i hope i do not get hindered like that. i hope here God will just open me and take advantage of me and just takeover my life.
i feel like if i go here that my life will be spiritually strengthened and all my aspects of my christian life will be stronger.
with resources like the 24/7 prayer room, and easier access to conferences and internships i think my faith will be broken and released all to Him.
i want to go and visit so i can see if the campus and state is truly for me.
if u know me u know i absolutely love ucla and its been my dream since elementary school to go here. but at this point if i got into ihopu and ucla i think id go ihopu. i know crazy right.
i want everyone to go here so we can all grow together and just wake up and see the Christ, but everyone has there own plans and ihopu just was never an option. alot of people prolly dont even know about it. but think about it...wouldnt it be great to have you, your friends, and other strong christians praising God and learning about him together? i think it would be amzing. i got my friend to print out an application so i hope it works out.
God is doing so much for me and i feel like i can do so much more to my absolute fullest ability if i go here.
24/7 prayer room IHOP
this used to cost money and now its FREE. its pretty amazing i saw some healing done today. people being called up and just being prayed for by strangers is a wonderful sight. the music is good too. BIG UPS to the praise bands for all their hard work and devotion to carry this on for 24/7. that's truly amazing and God bless em all.
Peace and love
Maranatha
Peace and love
Maranatha
Tuesday, January 19, 2010
music
dudes why is praise music soo gooood? its the bees knees. i need a MP3 so i can listen to it at school. anyone got one?
(currently listening to Hillsong)
Peace and Love
Maranatha
(currently listening to Hillsong)
Peace and Love
Maranatha
the end is near
natural disasters. Haiti, Samoa, tsunamis and hurricanes and floods.
the younger generation getting more crazy for you day by day. the younger and younger they seem to be getting. one day our kids. getting younger so they can see you and you will take us up with u.
you are coming soon. i know in this lifetime we will witness something indescribable, un-witnessable, un-writable, un explanatory, we will know when your here.
the army of God is being built with younger generations. new blood is being recruited through dreams and other.
the younger generation getting more crazy for you day by day. the younger and younger they seem to be getting. one day our kids. getting younger so they can see you and you will take us up with u.
you are coming soon. i know in this lifetime we will witness something indescribable, un-witnessable, un-writable, un explanatory, we will know when your here.
the army of God is being built with younger generations. new blood is being recruited through dreams and other.
post retreat prayers
Dear God,
I pray that this doesn't go away but that it stays forever until you come. be with everyone as we are suffering from post retreat syndromes and wants to go back and not go to school. thank you for the fellowships you have created in the past present and the ones you will create. thanx for my lil bro's and sis's and that ill always know my friends until the very end. please let us never break apart and that we will travel together in life and see each other grow more close to you and evolve into ur people. be with us as school life comes along Jesus.
I praise you for this past retreat. never lord have i seen heard experienced and told of you like this. the fun that we had together and with everyone else lord will never be replaced it will be in our memories forever. God you are toooo amazing and never will you fall past 0. will you only go higher and break us and burn us with ur fire so that we will walk immune to the worlds pollution jesus.
Amen
I pray that this doesn't go away but that it stays forever until you come. be with everyone as we are suffering from post retreat syndromes and wants to go back and not go to school. thank you for the fellowships you have created in the past present and the ones you will create. thanx for my lil bro's and sis's and that ill always know my friends until the very end. please let us never break apart and that we will travel together in life and see each other grow more close to you and evolve into ur people. be with us as school life comes along Jesus.
I praise you for this past retreat. never lord have i seen heard experienced and told of you like this. the fun that we had together and with everyone else lord will never be replaced it will be in our memories forever. God you are toooo amazing and never will you fall past 0. will you only go higher and break us and burn us with ur fire so that we will walk immune to the worlds pollution jesus.
Amen
Retreat 2010
just got back. and lemme tell you that i can only tell u in person what has happened. God shook us all and we worshiped ourselves out. as all retreats we are all refreshed and we play the waiting game now on when this refreshment will eventually die down. but God dont let that happen be with us and let this fire eternally burn us
Retreat 2010 UFC
Where to begin...everyone you ask will say that this one of thee or even thee top retreat. the seniors will def say that this was a good way to say goodbye. but it only gets better. with the younger generation getting even crazier and crazier for God i know in the next 3 years that the YNESH retreat will be freaking ridiculous. when the jesus freaks are seniors and the lil guys are sophs i know that some crazy ish id gonna happen.
even though we did come down early cuz of a snow warning, lemme tell you.. wait i cantits unexplainable. U can ask people because i think this is what really got people going...people who on sundays who never sing or clap or not even think about raising their hands to the lord those type of people were extinc in a sense at retreat. ive seen my best friends sing and ive never seen them sing in my life before. ive seen people who made fu of people who raised their hands but then i saw them do it themselves. i saw the most type of people who would be too shy and scared to do it ...i saw them do that we all did. people had to look behind themselves to make sure and see what that noise was and when they looked they were in shock to see them sing.
Pastor Howard if u ever come across this page thanks soo so sososo much. you were truly amazing and you were meant to be at our retreat at this time on purpose. his sermons were actually identifiable to our lives and they were funny too and he knew when to get serious.
BIG UPPPPPPS to the praise team. countless hours of practice and sweat but dang man way to blow the roof off.
and the teachers oh God thank you soo sosososo much for them..all of them. they work so much almost with no social life to make us happy and dang what a job they do.
TA's way to come out. thanx so much for being out watch dogs lol kepping us in check. it was good seeing old faces and meeting new ones. its like God is droppin more and more friends at our side.
And God i dont even know if a thanx will do for you. maybe i have to kill a lamb or something but everytime you never seem to amaze me.
i hope that this isnt a retreat high that lasts longer than others but lasts forever. that we can learn from the young and look at the old that we will get up and speak and be unashamed.
Peace and Love
even though we did come down early cuz of a snow warning, lemme tell you.. wait i cantits unexplainable. U can ask people because i think this is what really got people going...people who on sundays who never sing or clap or not even think about raising their hands to the lord those type of people were extinc in a sense at retreat. ive seen my best friends sing and ive never seen them sing in my life before. ive seen people who made fu of people who raised their hands but then i saw them do it themselves. i saw the most type of people who would be too shy and scared to do it ...i saw them do that we all did. people had to look behind themselves to make sure and see what that noise was and when they looked they were in shock to see them sing.
Pastor Howard if u ever come across this page thanks soo so sososo much. you were truly amazing and you were meant to be at our retreat at this time on purpose. his sermons were actually identifiable to our lives and they were funny too and he knew when to get serious.
BIG UPPPPPPS to the praise team. countless hours of practice and sweat but dang man way to blow the roof off.
and the teachers oh God thank you soo sosososo much for them..all of them. they work so much almost with no social life to make us happy and dang what a job they do.
TA's way to come out. thanx so much for being out watch dogs lol kepping us in check. it was good seeing old faces and meeting new ones. its like God is droppin more and more friends at our side.
And God i dont even know if a thanx will do for you. maybe i have to kill a lamb or something but everytime you never seem to amaze me.
i hope that this isnt a retreat high that lasts longer than others but lasts forever. that we can learn from the young and look at the old that we will get up and speak and be unashamed.
Peace and Love
Monday, January 4, 2010
2010 info
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Peace and Love
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prayer request 2010 (praykwonzaa.blogspot.com)
1. God will flourish even more this year and years after this one
2. school will be coo. stress wont consume me and i wont consume myself. i will maintain grades and all academia
3. my season will be a good one and i will do good. both at church and school teams. i hope i can play in the church vball and bball tourneys and have fun wasn't able to last year. yn is too competitive which is good and bad. but yeah go good baby go good
4. i get into a good college preferably my dream and that once i get there or anywhere i will do good and not slack and push strong and hard
5. my life with YOU will be great and our connection will constantly become stronger and stronger
6. my prayers will be more and ill stay focus
7. KIT with alot of folks or the important ones at least as we depart from our ways in college
8. church will be good, school will be good, family will be better
9. ill grow in faith move a few mountains here and there and t the g and get whacked up with me and my friends and go crazy
10. make 2010 good. real good
Peace and Love
2. school will be coo. stress wont consume me and i wont consume myself. i will maintain grades and all academia
3. my season will be a good one and i will do good. both at church and school teams. i hope i can play in the church vball and bball tourneys and have fun wasn't able to last year. yn is too competitive which is good and bad. but yeah go good baby go good
4. i get into a good college preferably my dream and that once i get there or anywhere i will do good and not slack and push strong and hard
5. my life with YOU will be great and our connection will constantly become stronger and stronger
6. my prayers will be more and ill stay focus
7. KIT with alot of folks or the important ones at least as we depart from our ways in college
8. church will be good, school will be good, family will be better
9. ill grow in faith move a few mountains here and there and t the g and get whacked up with me and my friends and go crazy
10. make 2010 good. real good
Peace and Love
2010 pt 2 (playin jay-z in the back)
so what am i expecting for 2010.
first of all GRADUATION baby class of 10 always good. but it will be sad as i depart from my friends from church and school. i can play the vitamin c song as they slowly fade away into the universe.
then i gotta go to college lol. whichever i get into wherever i pick i hope God guides me to him and a place where i know ill be strong in faith and will further expand his empire to others at that campus. so college is gonna be fun and hard i know but i hope i get into where i wanna go.
Smt is coming again. Idk if i can go this year but if i do lets hope all the wrongs from 09 dont come along to 10. i hope now ill be more prepared since i experienced it last year and i know how things work now. hope alot of folks can go too but people always flake. hope a good group goes. thats the key to a successful mission trip is the people who accompany you in your journey. but as humans conflicts will arise and thats when you SEE people. so i hope i can go and i hope itll be fun and hard but for God. and i hope alot of people can go with the right mindset. smt 2010 a good one
School is coming to a close. in some months i will gradute(hopefully lol) and i will hold m head high with pride from my school and to wherever i end up going. i hope my season for volleyball goes well as it will be my last with this San Pedro and it was def a memorable one. i hope we do good and be the best for a while. hope it sparks the future years to step up and bring pedro back to the top. In academics i have to maintain gpa and grades and not slack. its like a marathon im on mile 25 and i have to go through 26 with my head held up high drippin with blood sweat and pain but imma get through it i know i can. Idk school so many thoughts to talk about but i think i have what is needed down.
Church is gonna be a sad place as i move from ynesh to ecm. ynesh has provided me with so much and has shaped me to be who i am right now. as Pres imma miss it as i say goodbyes and usher in the new class and shake hands with the new seniors. i bet theyre stoked i know we were. i hope that it just goes crazy and explodes with God's love and that my last retreat which is coming up in a few will be the spark to light it up and cause a chain reaction to everyone else. Ynesh and all of yn has to be more welcoming and i know they is few peeps who are willing to do that. read my yelp yall know. but i hope that ynesh stands strong as it loses some and gets some. but ynesh will always be home for me and some teachers i love em
Wherever i go to college i hope i focus on school(unless its ucr lol) and that i maintain my focus on education and God. no distractions will lose me from that mindset and if i do that i can recover from it. i hope i keep in touch with people from school and church as we are scattered all over the nations to various colleges and universitites. kit-ing is always hard and i know some people will fade away but i hope it doesnt and some people will prolly go to the same place as others which is always cool. but college being college its a new world man new people new places new ways and stuff but idk i hope it all works out for everyone for the better.
thats 2010 ahead for me with bits and pieces added in here and there but ill keep yall posted.
so till next time
Peace and Love
first of all GRADUATION baby class of 10 always good. but it will be sad as i depart from my friends from church and school. i can play the vitamin c song as they slowly fade away into the universe.
then i gotta go to college lol. whichever i get into wherever i pick i hope God guides me to him and a place where i know ill be strong in faith and will further expand his empire to others at that campus. so college is gonna be fun and hard i know but i hope i get into where i wanna go.
Smt is coming again. Idk if i can go this year but if i do lets hope all the wrongs from 09 dont come along to 10. i hope now ill be more prepared since i experienced it last year and i know how things work now. hope alot of folks can go too but people always flake. hope a good group goes. thats the key to a successful mission trip is the people who accompany you in your journey. but as humans conflicts will arise and thats when you SEE people. so i hope i can go and i hope itll be fun and hard but for God. and i hope alot of people can go with the right mindset. smt 2010 a good one
School is coming to a close. in some months i will gradute(hopefully lol) and i will hold m head high with pride from my school and to wherever i end up going. i hope my season for volleyball goes well as it will be my last with this San Pedro and it was def a memorable one. i hope we do good and be the best for a while. hope it sparks the future years to step up and bring pedro back to the top. In academics i have to maintain gpa and grades and not slack. its like a marathon im on mile 25 and i have to go through 26 with my head held up high drippin with blood sweat and pain but imma get through it i know i can. Idk school so many thoughts to talk about but i think i have what is needed down.
Church is gonna be a sad place as i move from ynesh to ecm. ynesh has provided me with so much and has shaped me to be who i am right now. as Pres imma miss it as i say goodbyes and usher in the new class and shake hands with the new seniors. i bet theyre stoked i know we were. i hope that it just goes crazy and explodes with God's love and that my last retreat which is coming up in a few will be the spark to light it up and cause a chain reaction to everyone else. Ynesh and all of yn has to be more welcoming and i know they is few peeps who are willing to do that. read my yelp yall know. but i hope that ynesh stands strong as it loses some and gets some. but ynesh will always be home for me and some teachers i love em
Wherever i go to college i hope i focus on school(unless its ucr lol) and that i maintain my focus on education and God. no distractions will lose me from that mindset and if i do that i can recover from it. i hope i keep in touch with people from school and church as we are scattered all over the nations to various colleges and universitites. kit-ing is always hard and i know some people will fade away but i hope it doesnt and some people will prolly go to the same place as others which is always cool. but college being college its a new world man new people new places new ways and stuff but idk i hope it all works out for everyone for the better.
thats 2010 ahead for me with bits and pieces added in here and there but ill keep yall posted.
so till next time
Peace and Love
2009
so reflections on 09
it was ok. actually more than ok.
my life with God was off to a good start then kinda withered a lil bit but back on track. school was ok first half of senior year was a wake up call but its ok now. all those apps were stressful but now i play the waiting game. smt was great retreat was great it was good.
xmas was aiite not too good but never really excited bout it new years was money in the bank so thats always good. now 2010 .
it was ok. actually more than ok.
my life with God was off to a good start then kinda withered a lil bit but back on track. school was ok first half of senior year was a wake up call but its ok now. all those apps were stressful but now i play the waiting game. smt was great retreat was great it was good.
xmas was aiite not too good but never really excited bout it new years was money in the bank so thats always good. now 2010 .
2010 baby
Guess it's my turn to write my resolutions and expectations about 2010 since everyone already did it.
so...
1. everybody's favorite lose some poundage
2. get a job so i can have some cash when i go to college
3. keep my life with God strong
4. maintain grades and school stuff
5. be good when i get into whichever college i get into.
so...
1. everybody's favorite lose some poundage
2. get a job so i can have some cash when i go to college
3. keep my life with God strong
4. maintain grades and school stuff
5. be good when i get into whichever college i get into.
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